I Don T Want To Exist Anymore

I feel like life s a joke.

Does anyone get thoughts about not living anymore. It maybe to help another person who is in the same state as you because you are in the better position to understand all the emotions and turmoils that person is going through. I hate that my husband has to be there for me and listen to me cry and groan and yell and be all over the place. I want it to stop i hate it i hate it so much and living is just discomfort and anxiety at this point there is no pleasure or reason it just hurts and i don t fucking want it anymore.

But i m too scared of dying to actually kill myself and i couldn t do that to my family. I hate being a downer. I don t want to exist anymore. I am not going to preach you.

I brain has f me over. I don t know what to do anymore. I ve been trying relentlessly. If you think you don t want to exist anymore just keep in mind you are brought to live in this world because someone loves you.

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I m so depressed and i ve been trying for years to get better but there is no way out. I love life but i haven t seen good days. I hate being an over the top upper. I feel so guilty.

I m by no means suicidal. Don t yo think everyone is. Ok you are scared of dying really. So i m not about to knock myself off or anything but im just really struggling because i just don t want to exist.

Ever just not want to exist for a while. I just don t want to exist. But do you think dying is that easy. Like if there was a way to just disappear with no pain and not hurting anybody you knew would you do it.

I don t want to die. Help lines leave me on hold. I don t want to exist. I don t want any of this i want existence to be over.

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Written by jamieclark21 4 18 2014. When you don t want to exist anymore. I received this from a reader last month. You were born because you have a purpose in this life.

I think i just want to just go to sleep and never wake up. I want death total death or at least the closest to ceasing to exist i can get. Ok i have answered this question so many times. Have you ever felt this way.

But let me answer this again perhaps in a different way. I don t want that out of selfishness but in fact for those around me.