I Feel Like I Don T Matter

You need to matter for yourself and care about yourself.

I feel like i don t matter july 6 2012. I used to think that i was worthless unloved and unwanted by those around me. Don t get me wrong i do have friends and they re pretty good friends but i don t have a best friend and no one really seems to notice mind if i m not around. Am i just over emotional or is there something wrong with my temperament or what.

I m never the light of a conversation apparently i come off as. Anyone who values you and shows through their words and actions that they want and need you in their life. Because you re worth it. However it is hard being the sole person responsible for all those needs that the children have.

Some days i just feel like no one cares about me and that i don t matter to the world or like it doesn t matter if i m alive. That s all i got in the end if you feel like you don t matter to others and that no one cares about your existence screw it. It is demanding but i enjoy it. I also work with older kids and because my workmates are lazy i end up taking on most of the workload and again making sure that.

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21236 have you ever felt worthless and unloved like you are burden to those around you. I don t want to come off as depressed because i m definitely not but sometimes i just feel like nobody except my family of course would mind if i wasn t around. I don t matter to him because i haven t met him or don t have the relationship i want yet. You matter to people you haven t met yet or who weren t even born yet.

I am 24 and work alone in daycare. I think it has to do with when i was a kid and i didn t matter enough to my dad. However if you focus more closely on individual bricks each are distinctly different from the other in some way. Please give me some sort of an answer to why i act like this.

And that i am just put on this earth to look after other people. Like beyonce said it s me myself and i. At a global scale among billions of people its far fetched being one of a kind in any particular trait. It is excruciatingly horribly painful.

At the end of the day you re not here for anyone else but yourself. Insecurity self doubt and fear of not belonging. As different as we all are outwardly we feel the same emotional pain. I can have 5 children to myself.

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And then i could be in a happier or better mood the very next day and or hour. We all have the same emotional pain points.