I Loved You And You Destroyed Me

But i always knew who i was where i was and the reasons behind my retreat.

No one compares to you you were my first love and i wish with all my heart for you to come back and be my last. You turned me into an obedient little puppet. You never managed to at least pretend you are not in love with yourself. Too much suffering and the fear of further damaging my already fragile heart.

No one causes their love the pain you caused me. The girl who put her needs second to yours. You completely destroy me you destroyed me like i never knew you could i m not over you and i never will be the thing about love is that simple things like her lips and her. You destroyed me when you treated me like i was your enemy.

And maybe that s okay. Like we were not even strangers but sworn enemies. The girl who looked away when something wasn t right. When you hurt me you destroyed me.

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I was the one who had to dance to the music you were playing. You broke me into a grieving ex girlfriend wanting to understand. That the problem wasn t you it was me i destroyed your love with my jealousy but i never had anybody like you i never had anybody to make me feel the way you do so i was just trying to hold on to me precious love now i ve often heard that sorry is a sorry word. You were convincing me of things that are not real.

I bet no one has ever experienced that heart crushing feeling. No one lies in his love to cover up his sins. I gave you everything and you gave me. No one leaves their love alone and broken.

You destroyed me because you weren t my love after all. I never understood why you did what you did. I was all yours and you destroyed me.