I Ve Been Quiet For So Long

I feel terrible and almost guilty.

I used to have some saved and ready to be published there was always something small saved up. I ve always had spells of hiding away and not being the most consistent blog ger as this isn t my first job it s a hobby that i love that sometimes has to take a back seat whether that s by choice or circumstance. I haven t even prepared any of my own blog posts in ages. Years of agony hurt and pain finally materializing its way into the much needed direction of healing.

I want everyone reading this to know. I ve been quiet for so long i don t even know what to say. I have been quiet for so long. I sent this letter to one trusted person as advised and found myself weeping in the shower after sending it.

Why i ve been quiet for so long on the blog i guess there s not one big solid reason for my silence on this blog. You deserve a life filled with love and happiness. I have no idea why i haven t read any blogs haven t posted anything in so so long. I m in need of a savior but i m not asking for favors my whole life i ve felt like a burden i think too much and i hate it i m so used to being in the wrong i m tired.